Well as u all know of now, i am officially committed.This is my first love and i did resolve to give my full committment.We talked quite often after our first meeting.I was going to stay around one month at home till Aug 10th.So I got a new sim and made it STD toll free to be able to call her as much as possible.Talking through these days we both realised that we hadn't spent much time together.So we decided that we would be meeting on JULY 23rd at siliguri.So in this POSt i will let u all know what happened during the days 22nd to 25th JULY.
22nd JULY: I had told my friend Gaurab about my plan.He would be staying at my home on 22nd and the next day we would leave for Accoland water park at AZara,Guwahati.I called him in the morning but only to know that he had got some emergent situation at his village and so he couldn't come.My first step failed, so i changed my plan and informed Bibek to replace him for a change.I told father gaurab wud be joining us at station.But in the evening i found Bibek also couldn't come. I was very upset, both my steps had failed. However I dint loose hope and told father that we three wud be meeting at the station.I went to the temple and prayed that all goes well.
23rd July: Iwoke up at 5,took bath and left for the station.The train started at 7 am. I reached Siliguri at 1.30pm. and went straight to Bazaar Kolkata where we were supposed to meet.As soon as i got down from the rickshaw i was terrrified to see my pisha coming right towards me.However i was lucky he dint see me.I called her and she said she would come in 10 minutes.Then I called my cousin(pishi's son) to know about the last bus,but to my horror he gave the phone to pishi and she demanded i should come.I pleaded my brother to manage the situation that she doesnt call my father.He assured me but said i had to come.I told pishi I would come at around 8pm.
It was 1.45 when she came.She looked so graceful and pretty on a black jeans and white t-shirt(that i had gifted her).She hadn't done any make-up,no smelly perfume,no lip-stick,yet a girl couldn't have looked prettier.I had been travelling for the last 8 hours,so i felt ashamed to go near her.She looked so fresh and young.She asked me if i had eaten anything.She fumed when i said no and we went straight to a restaurant.It was the first time i ate veg at a restaurant(yes,she is a pure veggie).I kept looking into her eyes.It feels so great.Then we went to the building where she had left her sister and sat on the stairs of a vacant storey.There she told me all about herself-her happy moments-her sad moments while i hold her hand.It was so soft and warm.We sat there for more than an hour.Then her sister came and we again went to a fast food restaurant.There we ate momo and chat from the same plate and also had cold-drink with the same straw.I was in heaven,i thought.It was getting dark.So she said she had to leave. I felt sad that time had passed out so fast.But what else could i do.I thought how much i have fallen for her. i couldn't even think of ever hurting her.
As the trekker reached her street she suddenly said that she had a dance class that evening upto 8pm and she can bunk it.My heart was thumping again.I started to walk a little ahead of her.She said she would catch me up in the street in around 10 min.But as i crossed her home i saw my mami was sitting on the terrace.I hid my face with a hankie and rushed past the house.Hardly had i passed it when i saw her brother staring at me.I was terrified not for me but for her,but i think he dint quite recognise me.I kept on walking straight away.When i had reached quite far i pulled out my fone only to find it had completely discharged and i dint recall her no.What to i borrowed the battery from a passerby then called her.Finally we met again.I hold her hand and we walked and talked.One hour flew away.
Then we went to her teacher's house.There was none at the gate.She said there was not much time left.I told her if she had anything more to say.She whispered me to close my eyes and i did so.She kissed on my cheeks.Then she asked me if i had anything else to say.I dint know what to do.I felt I had to kiss her but i was afraid.I told her that i am sorry if i hurt you.Then i pulled her upto me,hugged her and KISSED her-My first kiss.I cant say what was in my mind then or what i felt but i did plead to god from deep within-I dont want to loose her.A few more kisses followed and then we parted.
My date was over and it was a perfect one.I told father that i would be staying that night at Gaurab's mama's home at Guwahati.Then came the next problem.I went to pishi's house.To my pleasant surprise my brother managed well.The bahana was--I screwed up my laptop so that i wud get scolded quite much if my parents come to know of it and i had secretely gone there make it right and i would collect it the next day.Sounds pretty dumb but they believed it.However it meant that i couldn't leave before 10am and the only train available that day was at 2pm. This also meant i wont be able to reach home any way as the train reaches Bongaigoan at 7 pm and the last bus for Goalpara is at 5pm.
24th JULY: I left pishi's home at 10am and the train left at 2pm.I reached Bongaigoan at 7 pm.I wandered the streets in blank hope of finding some other means of reaching home but there were none.I dint know what to tell father.Suddenly a new plan hit my mind.I called father and told him that i had fallen asleep on the train awoke only when the train had crossed Brahmaputra,so no way to return but to stay at Bongaigoan.I felt verrrrrryyyyyy ashamed on having to tell so many lies to my loving and trusty parents--but what else could i do??So i went to my uncle's inlaws house there and spent the night there again telling them lots of lies.
25th JULY: At 9 am I boarded the bus to Goalpara and reached at 11.30 am.My 3 day adventure was over.Thanks GOD!!!!
Monday, July 27, 2009
MY FIRST LADY
Two posts before this one I made a resolution to have a real girlfriend by the end of this vaccation.well i think i have been succesful so this post is actually a summary of how i met my lady.
Well the story starts at the end of our great project.We had planned a visit to Gangtok on our way home.Me and jitu wud be staying at my pishi's home at siliguri.We spent the night there and left for gangtok the next morning.We stayed at gangtok for two nights.Then we returned to siliguri and the next morning we went to my mama's new house at siliguri itself.It was here that my love life took the u-turn.
On reaching there my little sister(cousin) informed me that there was a damsel in neighbouring house and I should try my luck on her.She called the girl to their home and she came.I was blown off at the very first sight of her.She walked gracefully and sat on a vacant chair near me.We both hesitated talking first,but gradually with a bit of help from jitu the engines started and my race began.That very moment I was firmly determined to leave no stone unturned to wooo her.We talked for about an hour and i think she liked talking to me.We were on the terrace then.But suddenly her mother came over their terrace and stared at her talking to 'stranger'.She was frightened and left immediately.I and jitu also came down soon after and i was completely lost in her thoughts.She was in their drawing room and could be seen from where i was.But i dint see as i thought it to be inappropriate.But i dont know what made jitu peep his face out of the purdah only to find her mother looking straight at him.Immediate response---she slammed all the windows.I was upset as it left a bad impression on her mother.In the evening i asked my cousin if she could help bring her out that evening so that we could talk.She tried but failed.however she did give me assurance that she will try her best the next day.
Soon after we left mama's house and went to watch Kambakht Ishq.The movie was totally dumb and also my mind only thought of what was to happen the next day.I had my first non-exam oriented sleepless night. The next morning greeted me with a confirmatory msg---she would be coming at COSMOS megamall at around 12.30pm.I jumped on hearing this.This was my first unofficial date.I went to market and bought a new pair of sneakers,my clothes were dirty so I took one of jitu's t-shirt.I then picked up my sister and reached the spot at 12.20.
12.30-12.45-1.00-1.30--there was no sign of her.Finally at around 1.45 she came(with her sister).I dint know what to do after that--i was alone.My childlike mind pointed to the Gamestation and there we went.She played basket ball.I was thumping just to watch her soft hands throwing the balls.We did occasionally touch each other and it felt great.Then we went to the bowling arena and bought a game.Jitu had come by the and enjoyed the most of it while i was just walking in dreamland.He helped me get more time with her alone by keeping her sister and my cousin busy.
We then roamed around from one shop to another,she was searching for a t-shirt.It felt unearthly on spending such time with a pretty girl and her 'nakhras'.Finally after 2 hours of searching she did find one at Pantaloons.I took the t-shirt and paid the bill.It was then she demanded why i paid the bill.I replied it was a gift.She asked who I was to gift her.I felt caught too fast.I gathered all my guts and said ' do i have to say in words '.She said 'yes '.I said 'it might be too early to say but i want u to be mine.I dont think i have to propose--i think we will fall in love in days to come.What do you say?'. She hesitated,i thought my dumb proposal had failed me.But then i heard a whispering sound-but it was loud and clear---"YES". We could see the joy in each others eyes.
It was JULY 6th,2009.I had my first(and if all goes well my last and only) girlfriend.We talked a bit about our families.Sorry i forgot to say she is a Marwari and me Bengali.We the parted away separately.I called her at night and asked if i could say 'I love u' to her.She said " BUDDHU(thats what she calls me by now) I have given u that much right."I said the three words 'I love u' the first time that night on phone. The next day also I went to my mama's home and met her there. I put my arms around her -my first time.I left home the next day.I am in love--
Well the story starts at the end of our great project.We had planned a visit to Gangtok on our way home.Me and jitu wud be staying at my pishi's home at siliguri.We spent the night there and left for gangtok the next morning.We stayed at gangtok for two nights.Then we returned to siliguri and the next morning we went to my mama's new house at siliguri itself.It was here that my love life took the u-turn.
On reaching there my little sister(cousin) informed me that there was a damsel in neighbouring house and I should try my luck on her.She called the girl to their home and she came.I was blown off at the very first sight of her.She walked gracefully and sat on a vacant chair near me.We both hesitated talking first,but gradually with a bit of help from jitu the engines started and my race began.That very moment I was firmly determined to leave no stone unturned to wooo her.We talked for about an hour and i think she liked talking to me.We were on the terrace then.But suddenly her mother came over their terrace and stared at her talking to 'stranger'.She was frightened and left immediately.I and jitu also came down soon after and i was completely lost in her thoughts.She was in their drawing room and could be seen from where i was.But i dint see as i thought it to be inappropriate.But i dont know what made jitu peep his face out of the purdah only to find her mother looking straight at him.Immediate response---she slammed all the windows.I was upset as it left a bad impression on her mother.In the evening i asked my cousin if she could help bring her out that evening so that we could talk.She tried but failed.however she did give me assurance that she will try her best the next day.
Soon after we left mama's house and went to watch Kambakht Ishq.The movie was totally dumb and also my mind only thought of what was to happen the next day.I had my first non-exam oriented sleepless night. The next morning greeted me with a confirmatory msg---she would be coming at COSMOS megamall at around 12.30pm.I jumped on hearing this.This was my first unofficial date.I went to market and bought a new pair of sneakers,my clothes were dirty so I took one of jitu's t-shirt.I then picked up my sister and reached the spot at 12.20.
12.30-12.45-1.00-1.30--there was no sign of her.Finally at around 1.45 she came(with her sister).I dint know what to do after that--i was alone.My childlike mind pointed to the Gamestation and there we went.She played basket ball.I was thumping just to watch her soft hands throwing the balls.We did occasionally touch each other and it felt great.Then we went to the bowling arena and bought a game.Jitu had come by the and enjoyed the most of it while i was just walking in dreamland.He helped me get more time with her alone by keeping her sister and my cousin busy.
We then roamed around from one shop to another,she was searching for a t-shirt.It felt unearthly on spending such time with a pretty girl and her 'nakhras'.Finally after 2 hours of searching she did find one at Pantaloons.I took the t-shirt and paid the bill.It was then she demanded why i paid the bill.I replied it was a gift.She asked who I was to gift her.I felt caught too fast.I gathered all my guts and said ' do i have to say in words '.She said 'yes '.I said 'it might be too early to say but i want u to be mine.I dont think i have to propose--i think we will fall in love in days to come.What do you say?'. She hesitated,i thought my dumb proposal had failed me.But then i heard a whispering sound-but it was loud and clear---"YES". We could see the joy in each others eyes.
It was JULY 6th,2009.I had my first(and if all goes well my last and only) girlfriend.We talked a bit about our families.Sorry i forgot to say she is a Marwari and me Bengali.We the parted away separately.I called her at night and asked if i could say 'I love u' to her.She said " BUDDHU(thats what she calls me by now) I have given u that much right."I said the three words 'I love u' the first time that night on phone. The next day also I went to my mama's home and met her there. I put my arms around her -my first time.I left home the next day.I am in love--
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Me & Girls--Before i got my Girl
Well i dont know how to start but lets try and see how well it goes----
Let me tell from the very beginning.
Class 6: My tiny school is going all hush-hush.A new girl is coming-very intelligent--thats all i noticed about her.Though now when i think about her its all different--she was slim,attractive,and all that qualify as'challiya'.From the first day itself our great competition started.Final results declared and i was out of my rule of the class.I was shattered more of ashamed.A new girl,comes from nowhere,studies for 6 months and fucks me out of my kingdom!!!I was filled with vengeance.Then i just had one thind in mind--get her out and regain my chair.
Class 7: My year of revenge began.I studied as if it was my board exam.Those little thoughts of attraction towards her were suppressed by an overwhelming sense of vengeance.By the end of the year There was not a single problem in the books i couldn't solve.In the meantime she had become a good friend of my didi.Didi told me thatshe did inquire about me now and then.Results were out.She got 96%.I thought i lost it.I checked mine--96.2%.She was crying while i jumped off.I was such a disgusting fellow that dint even console her.She walked off,her last day at my school.I did notice her afterwards waiting for her school bus on my way to school.Our eyes did meet but we never talked.
Class8-10:These two years passed fast.I studied hard to secure the top rank in board exam.My teachers and parents had high expectations.Even i was pretty confident.All wud have gone right had i not fucked the Social Science exam by slipping a 10 mark question.Only during the after exam discussions did i realise that a 10 mark question slipped my notice!!!Result---I ended up getting 22nd (88%) position from a well assured top 10.I cried & cried-why did this happen to me??But time moves on and scars get filled.
Class 11:I just filled form of one school KVK-the best one in Guwahati then.I went alone for admission.It was on that day i noticed a new girl.She had come with her father.I stood behind her on the queue.Classes started a week later.Slowly as time progressed i felt that i liked her presence.My eyes did search for her in the class.The rumour spread in the class that i had a crush on her.All this made me feel that i really liked her.But i always had the inferiority complex with her.I felt myself to be much inferior.The only way to get noticed was to study hard and stand out of the class that consisted of state rankers and cbse toppers.I did study hard and came out 2nd in the class(90%).
Class 12: I felt i had something in hand to talk to her.We did talk occasionally wit she teasing me on studies.I liked that.I my heart wanted to tell her but my fucking brain always crossed the way.So I was never able to tell her.Board exams over (88.4%) and we left our ways.I got admission in IISER-kolkata. I later heard she Was in Tezpur University.
Over and out: After i left school whenever i felt like interested in a girl, a thought interrupted me that i didnt even ask my first crush what sh felt of me.During my stay in kolkata a friend ,jitu, persuaded me to call her.I called her and only talked about our whereabouts.But whatever it was i wanted to get free.I dint mind if it was a yes or no.So finally,during my last visit to Guwahaty on June 2009, Bhaskar,Rahat & Arijit made me send a proposal sms.Actually Bhaskar wrote it.The next night i got reply--NO.I dint feel bad.I thanked her. It was over and I was free.
Let me tell from the very beginning.
Class 6: My tiny school is going all hush-hush.A new girl is coming-very intelligent--thats all i noticed about her.Though now when i think about her its all different--she was slim,attractive,and all that qualify as'challiya'.From the first day itself our great competition started.Final results declared and i was out of my rule of the class.I was shattered more of ashamed.A new girl,comes from nowhere,studies for 6 months and fucks me out of my kingdom!!!I was filled with vengeance.Then i just had one thind in mind--get her out and regain my chair.
Class 7: My year of revenge began.I studied as if it was my board exam.Those little thoughts of attraction towards her were suppressed by an overwhelming sense of vengeance.By the end of the year There was not a single problem in the books i couldn't solve.In the meantime she had become a good friend of my didi.Didi told me thatshe did inquire about me now and then.Results were out.She got 96%.I thought i lost it.I checked mine--96.2%.She was crying while i jumped off.I was such a disgusting fellow that dint even console her.She walked off,her last day at my school.I did notice her afterwards waiting for her school bus on my way to school.Our eyes did meet but we never talked.
Class8-10:These two years passed fast.I studied hard to secure the top rank in board exam.My teachers and parents had high expectations.Even i was pretty confident.All wud have gone right had i not fucked the Social Science exam by slipping a 10 mark question.Only during the after exam discussions did i realise that a 10 mark question slipped my notice!!!Result---I ended up getting 22nd (88%) position from a well assured top 10.I cried & cried-why did this happen to me??But time moves on and scars get filled.
Class 11:I just filled form of one school KVK-the best one in Guwahati then.I went alone for admission.It was on that day i noticed a new girl.She had come with her father.I stood behind her on the queue.Classes started a week later.Slowly as time progressed i felt that i liked her presence.My eyes did search for her in the class.The rumour spread in the class that i had a crush on her.All this made me feel that i really liked her.But i always had the inferiority complex with her.I felt myself to be much inferior.The only way to get noticed was to study hard and stand out of the class that consisted of state rankers and cbse toppers.I did study hard and came out 2nd in the class(90%).
Class 12: I felt i had something in hand to talk to her.We did talk occasionally wit she teasing me on studies.I liked that.I my heart wanted to tell her but my fucking brain always crossed the way.So I was never able to tell her.Board exams over (88.4%) and we left our ways.I got admission in IISER-kolkata. I later heard she Was in Tezpur University.
Over and out: After i left school whenever i felt like interested in a girl, a thought interrupted me that i didnt even ask my first crush what sh felt of me.During my stay in kolkata a friend ,jitu, persuaded me to call her.I called her and only talked about our whereabouts.But whatever it was i wanted to get free.I dint mind if it was a yes or no.So finally,during my last visit to Guwahaty on June 2009, Bhaskar,Rahat & Arijit made me send a proposal sms.Actually Bhaskar wrote it.The next night i got reply--NO.I dint feel bad.I thanked her. It was over and I was free.
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