Me & Girls--Before i got my Girl

Well i dont know how to start but lets try and see how well it goes----

Let me tell from the very beginning.

Class 6: My tiny school is going all hush-hush.A new girl is coming-very intelligent--thats all i noticed about her.Though now when i think about her its all different--she was slim,attractive,and all that qualify as'challiya'.From the first day itself our great competition started.Final results declared and i was out of my rule of the class.I was shattered more of ashamed.A new girl,comes from nowhere,studies for 6 months and fucks me out of my kingdom!!!I was filled with vengeance.Then i just had one thind in mind--get her out and regain my chair.

Class 7: My year of revenge began.I studied as if it was my board exam.Those little thoughts of attraction towards her were suppressed by an overwhelming sense of vengeance.By the end of the year There was not a single problem in the books i couldn't solve.In the meantime she had become a good friend of my didi.Didi told me thatshe did inquire about me now and then.Results were out.She got 96%.I thought i lost it.I checked mine--96.2%.She was crying while i jumped off.I was such a disgusting fellow that dint even console her.She walked off,her last day at my school.I did notice her afterwards waiting for her school bus on my way to school.Our eyes did meet but we never talked.

Class8-10:These two years passed fast.I studied hard to secure the top rank in board exam.My teachers and parents had high expectations.Even i was pretty confident.All wud have gone right had i not fucked the Social Science exam by slipping a 10 mark question.Only during the after exam discussions did i realise that a 10 mark question slipped my notice!!!Result---I ended up getting 22nd (88%) position from a well assured top 10.I cried & cried-why did this happen to me??But time moves on and scars get filled.

Class 11:I just filled form of one school KVK-the best one in Guwahati then.I went alone for admission.It was on that day i noticed a new girl.She had come with her father.I stood behind her on the queue.Classes started a week later.Slowly as time progressed i felt that i liked her presence.My eyes did search for her in the class.The rumour spread in the class that i had a crush on her.All this made me feel that i really liked her.But i always had the inferiority complex with her.I felt myself to be much inferior.The only way to get noticed was to study hard and stand out of the class that consisted of state rankers and cbse toppers.I did study hard and came out 2nd in the class(90%).

Class 12: I felt i had something in hand to talk to her.We did talk occasionally wit she teasing me on studies.I liked that.I my heart wanted to tell her but my fucking brain always crossed the way.So I was never able to tell her.Board exams over (88.4%) and we left our ways.I got admission in IISER-kolkata. I later heard she Was in Tezpur University.

Over and out: After i left school whenever i felt like interested in a girl, a thought interrupted me that i didnt even ask my first crush what sh felt of me.During my stay in kolkata a friend ,jitu, persuaded me to call her.I called her and only talked about our whereabouts.But whatever it was i wanted to get free.I dint mind if it was a yes or no.So finally,during my last visit to Guwahaty on June 2009, Bhaskar,Rahat & Arijit made me send a proposal sms.Actually Bhaskar wrote it.The next night i got reply--NO.I dint feel bad.I thanked her. It was over and I was free.