Is this a patchup...

Life is in utterly confused position now.No girl in life is the single most reason.Biology was one of my strongholds in the class and i screwed it in the exam.Physics---too bad..Others good..More or less i stand in my same 8 pointer position..Durga puja was nice.. had great hopes of nailing chicks in frustration.But I am me not some Stifler.So a traditional family puja.visited all the pandals with ma and baba except for saptami and nabami..

On saptami i went to my didi's inlaws home to deliver the puja gifts.I had a female friend there..Hoped to meet her ..called he ...she replied she couldnt come that night..but asked me to stay till next day..but my luck forced me to return...so no meeting.However i did enjoy a lot wid my jiju's bro and finally had dinner at a bar.

Nabami --went out with bibek..biked the whole night on a mean RX100..went 30 km out of town at 2 am.returned home at 3 am.Ma suspested me of being drunk..i was greatly shocked..Went to bed with pindrop silence..

Dashami over and back to college.Same old life.It was on 8th october i god a missed call from my ex-girl.I dint know whether to reply or not..once i felt af calling back and swear the devil out.Then i thought of getting a better view of the situation by talking to my cousins..I called them and asked about her.They said that she was a cheat and it was good i had broken up with her.The also forbade me to call her.The next day at 12 pm i got one more call.I called back..It was her.I asked why she had called.She replied just to check the no. and handed the phone over to my cousin.My cousin said i broke her expectations.I felt dumb.was this one more of her games??I wrote a msg wid all the dirtiest slang i knew and sent it to her..She called back and talked to me in crying voice how could i think of her that way.She said atleast i should have understood why she did this to me.I was confused but felt bad that my msg was really really rude. I thought 4 an hour and finally sent another sms stating i was sorry and asked her i wanted to talk to her to clear things up at 5pm. I called at the predefined time and she received.we talked 4 more than 30 min and she told me all the developments leading to her acting that way.Her logic seemed genuine though i dint believe her completely..Thats all till now..