friends here in this post i wud like to find a solution to the question---how my mind works???
Numerous times has it left me in the middle with no way to come back..but still i managed to be where i am now.When i sometimes think of what i could have been i feel fucked up.I still recall the time in high school when i was invincible in studies--no question was there which i could not solve..even then i has this feeling of insecurity..my mind has some kind of inborn disorder--some kind of inferiority complex..i never feel satisfied after giving any exam..even if i knew i am getting full marks..(which i dont happen to get now..)..though i did feel happy afterwards when i got more marks than i expected..When i look back at that time i surely feel i could have easily made it to the best suldents of the country..But i never took the right decisions at the right time..Lets study the time after 10th till now..
I got admission in KVK..As usual i felt like doing bad in all exams while i ended up doing good..but this good was different from what good used to be..previously i got marks bcoz i felt worthy of it..but now i dont know there were so many things that i dint know..still got marks..thats when i started to loosen up..Thats the first time when i started to do
fUKC I FEEL REALLY SORRY TO CONTINUE WRITING THIS CRAP..i WILL CONTINUE THIS SHIT LATER...
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